Beyond the Garden Gate

You have started to learn to let go of worry, stress, control and began to believe and trust that everything will all come together like a beautiful woven work of art. It has not been an easy road but it has helped you to open your eyes to what this life has to offer and what it can be, even while you are surrounded by uncertainty, sadness, or hardship. You have kept giving it your all as you start to see things great and small come together, even in those times when you feel like the things you do are in vain or don’t know what to do. But know that you are constantly surrounded, wrapped, with the grace that is giving you strength that is helping you to breathe every day as you keep going. Remember you are where you are where you are meant to be even though sometimes it doesn’t feel like it, especially in the season of waiting, and one day you will look back and see how everything came together in beautiful ways that you were not expecting and how many things you would have n

"This season I am learning to be ok with the unknown, to be at peace with the mystery, to trust that God is leading me right where I need to be, that I will heal the way I need to heal, grow the way I am meant to grow, that I will learn the way I am meant to learn. To surrender and trust that I am taken care of, being watched over and guided by an entity far greater and powerful than I can comprehend, thay it's in charge, it's in control. That I am surrounded by light and love, that there is a plan far greater than I can imagine..." Luz Voehl. Today is 3 months since the unexpected death of my big sister and it feels like it was an eternity ago since we have been dealing with getting hit by viruses and sickness week after week since January. I know  all I can do is trust that there is a purpose to all the things that we go through, theres lessons to be learned, theres growth from every experience including the painful ones, and there are miracles to be found in all.